I want to believe that love is real and happiness is true. I want to find love, feel, taste, and melt into it. I want to tell the world's secrets and destroy it in the way it's destroyed me. I want to feel. I want to hide the feelings. I want to lie and I want to live.
I enjoy writing and singing and making graphics and pretending and dancing and being insane. There is very little I don't like doing but even smaller still that I actually do. Life is complicated. It takes you, eats you, and throws you up. And we're all just too afraid to run away from the horror.
Some people are afraid of the dark; I'm afraid of the light. Some people are afraid of sadness; I'm afraid of happiness. Some people live; some people die. I dance on the border, unable to make up my mind.